Strength

I have always been a strong person. I grew up with three brothers who I loved to hang out with, they were always putting me to the test. Could I run as fast, climb as high, or jump as far as them? My emotional strength was tested as a young age as well in more than one or two ways. I think of myself as a survivor; using every opportunity whether I wanted to or not, to prove I could hold up and in the end, stand strong.

This is the last week of the fast; only four days left. I did it. There was never a thought in my mind that I wouldn't but I thought it was going to be hard. Now that we are at the end, I wouldn't describe it as hard or tedious but more like a long walk in the sun toward the nearest fresh water spring. Walking isn't difficult but when you add the factors of heat and distance it's just.. uncomfortable. The thought of the fresh spring in the end is the confidence and knowledge that have been taught to me during this time. It even crossed my mind to keep going with the fast. I really wanted to continue the journey, learning and growing but I must remember that this isn't the end, it's just a rest stop. I will eventually start walking again, so I realize it would be smarter to spend some time with this spring and sip my cool water, for I know that I'll need my strength for the next leg of this trip.

Over the last five and a half weeks I have seen my life transform. I have taken action and made choices that will better my life and the lives of others. I still have plenty to do but I am off to a great start; it's no longer foreign to do what I say I'm going to do, like so many others out there who would like to make a difference. My good intentions have taken on a life of their own and made their way from my heart, to my head, and out of my hands.

My training is almost complete and my graduation day is coming. The girl is now a woman and I feel good about where I am and where I've been. I am grateful for the strength I've found in myself. So thankful for the confidence that I have gained. This has been an incredible experience and I can't wait for the next. I will take my rest and have my sweets when the clock releases me from my commitment but I won't forget the lessons that I learn. I was put to the test and passed with flying colors, if I may say so myself.. :)