I admit

Short and sweet...I don't want to be a judgy-judger; I try my best not to be. I'm only human, I'm going to make assumptions when things are presented and they don't look normal. Not being a judgy-judger, I will make it a point to evaluate those initial feelings and discard them if they don't belong.

I only want to be what I was meant to be, I can only conclude that the others around me and even those who aren't, want the same thing. It's taken years but I realize now that my perfection lies in the beauty of my differences and the way I accept others for theirs; good or bad, right or wrong. I will admit that I feel as though I am smart person. I think highly of myself with the exception of  few self conscience areas that I'm working on. I like to learn, though it's not always easy. On occasion, I do like to be the center of attention because I feel like I'm as good as anyone to pay attention to. I try to be the positive light in this dark and negative world. I admit that I like to look good, I want people to see me coming and remember me when I go. You might call me vain and that word isn't the most positive one but when you look at it's synonyms they aren't all bad…just saying. I do love myself. If I didn't, I wouldn't fully be capable of loving others.

I'm proud of who I am and where I've come from. On the other hand I need to be understanding to the fact that not everyone comes from the same place. In addition, not everyone is in the same place in their life as I am. With much learned, I know there is much still to be learned. I don't want to miss the opportunity to be educated because I'm being a judgy-judger. Life is good, I'm going to treat it as such and let those around me see that they can enjoy and be themselves as well. I will let them learn their lessons at their own pace and if or when they need me, I'll be around.